I brought you in for what I thought would be a small procedure but you needed more work up. They said your airways was closed up and it needed to be fixed. They say you need to stay here with watchful eyes in order to heal faster. To keep you safe and monitor you and prevent you from any further disaster.
Your safe and in my arms now sleeping off the pain. Your snores are a melody that I love to hear, cos it tells me that your stable and that’s all whats important to me. It breaks me to pieces to know that you have to go through all this in order to be “safe”.
One day you will grow and be bigger than me and not need all this medical help, because you will be stable and healthy, just like your siblings.
You will do what your siblings do, maybe even more. You will become great and achieve all your desires wishes and hopes. You will look back at this day and all your other surgery days and not remember a single thing, because you are resilient, brave and courageous. Because your are just like me.
My child, if I could take all your pain away and keep you happy I would. If I could take all your medical problems away with a wand, in a heart beat I would wave that wand right over you, to take all your problems away. I love each of you and your siblings, more than I love myself. Always remember mommy is here holding you, loving you and keeping you safe.
Thank you Lord for guiding all the doctors, nurses and staff and for laying your hands upon theirs in order to keep my baby safe.
He is happy, he is living and he is thriving.
just like life, it’s still loading ...
—jstabbey
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